The Conversations We Never Had

When the narcissistic mother dies, the real work begins.

What if you could hear the words you never got to hear?

Her death didn’t erase my questions. It didn’t silence my strong desire for answers. But what if the truth had been waiting for me all along?

What is The Conversations We Never Had?

Some daughters grieve the loss of their mothers. Others grieve the truth that surfaces after she’s gone.

In life, my mean mother was a narcissist. Cold. Calculated. Capable of cruelty beyond words. But in death, she came back with confessions that shattered everything I thought I knew.

One after another.

Confession after confession after confession—including a terrifying bomb drop about what her spirit called, "the beast within."

But she wasn’t the only one.

My enabler father’s spirit spoke to me, too—revealing truths about his soul contract with my mother, his role in our family, and the abuse and threats he endured behind closed doors. More than I ever knew. More than I wanted to imagine.

And then…Jeshua ben Joseph, the original Aramaic name for Jesus (pronounced Yeshua), came forward.

One channeling session with just him. Another with both him and my mother’s spirit—together.

And if that wasn’t enough, I spoke with The Divine Feminine.

Every single one of my WHY?!? questions—questions I spent a lifetime screaming into the void—were finally answered.

And then some.

The conversations that changed everything for me

Inside The Conversations We Never Had (aka The Convos), you will witness:

confessions I spent my entire life waiting for—but never believed would come
karmic contracts I never knew existed—one that changed the way I see everything
shocking revelations about my father—the man she made me believe was weak and incapable
a terrifying confession about, "the beast inside" —and what it meant for me while young
a lifetime of lies untangled, rewritten, and reconstructed in real-time
a sacred conversation with Jeshua—one that shattered what I thought I knew about healing and about myself
a final reckoning between the mother who broke me and the daughter who survived her.

Some revelations felt like closure. Others shattered me deeply. Most of them made me cry.

And none of them left me unchanged.

Who is this for?

This offering is for daughters of narcissistic mothers.

Specifically, those who are 35 and older, spiritually open, emotionally aware, and ready to explore healing through deeply personal, unfiltered conversations from beyond the veil. You do not need to have lost your mother to benefit from The Convos—but you do need to be at a point in your journey where truth, even when painful, feels like a door you’re ready to open.

If you have spent years haunted by the what-ifs, the whys, and the impossible weight of it all—these conversations may open doors you never considered.

How can The Convos help you?

These channeling sessions were unique to me—but the revelations and healing that came from them? That’s something we can all benefit from.

The Conversations We Never Had is not just a collection of my experiences. It’s a window into what’s possible.

If these conversations could open doors for me, they could very well open some for you.

You are stepping inside the raw, unfiltered process that healed one of your peers (me!). A daughter of a narcissistic mother, just like you.

I was shattered, but I found my way back. Not because of the words my mother spoke, but because of what I chose to do with them.

These beyond-the-veil conversations forced me to turn inward—to find my power, my worth, and my unconditional love for myself. They enabled me to understand how and why things happened the way they did, and that awareness had a massive positive impact on my healing!

A gentle note about forgiveness

Forgiveness is one of the most deeply personal decisions the daughter of a narcissistic mother can make. I have fully forgiven my mother.

But that doesn’t mean you have to. I will never preach forgiveness to you. Ever! Because I swore I'd never forgive my mother. I understand how you feel.

You will know when and if forgiveness is right for you.

The Conversations We Never Had is not about forcing forgiveness. It’s about understanding. It’s about awareness. It’s about freedom—whatever that looks like for you.

A firm note before you purchase

Because I want you to be prepared for exactly what this is.

The Conversations We Never Had was created for daughters of narcissistic mothers because this wound is unique. This offering is not designed for those seeking general insight into narcissistic abuse. It is a mirror for adult daughters of narcissistic mothers who are ready to face the truth—and finally break free from it.

These are real, unfiltered conversations between me and my mother’s spirit, my father's spirit, Jeshua ben Joseph, and The Divine Feminine.

Some of them contain raw, honest dialogue: intense revelations and emotionally charged moments—including discussions of trauma, physical abuse, regret, and the weight of the past.

What to expect:

occasional strong language from me and emotionally intense themes
direct discussions of narcissistic abuse and complex grief
mentions of rape, including my mother’s rape by multiple men in her early 20s and my own experience of being drugged and raped at 18
a description of my mother’s death, including my real-time observations of her final moments and how I felt about it
unexpected truths—some of which may be unsettling.

If you’re in an emotionally fragile place, please take your time and engage with this content when you feel ready.

Your healing won’t look like mine—and it shouldn’t. What matters is your openness. If you can set aside the need for it to match your life exactly, you’ll start to see your own truths reflected in mine.

This is a springboard, not a step-by-step. The answers are waiting—but they’ll only rise if you’re willing to read between the lines.

And remember, what you take from this is yours. You are not obligated to forgive, excuse, or accept anything that does not serve your healing.

What you get inside The Conversations We Never Had

When you step inside The Convos, you’ll receive:

1. Full-length transcripts of 7 spirit channeling sessions (each session is 45-60 minutes long)

3 sessions with my mother’s spirit—where she confesses, explains, and reveals truths I never thought I’d hear
1 session with my enabler father—where he tells me things about his soul contract with my mother, why he couldn't protect me, why he enabled her, and the abuse he endured behind closed doors
1 session with Jeshua ben Joseph ("Yeshua")—where he offers wisdom and insights that change everything I thought I knew about the timeframe of healing and about myself
1 session with both Jeshua and my mother. Yes, together! If you’re wondering what that was like, you’re not alone, lol
1 session with The Divine Feminine—where they speak directly to me, unraveling truths far beyond just my mother

2. My spoken reactions during the channeling sessions and my post-session intensive processing

These aren’t just raw transcripts—you’ll also get my real-time spoken reactions and my intensive processing woven into every channeling session.

My woven reflections will help you sit with these questions—and guide you into your own introspections.

Optional upgrade: The Convos Toolkit

For those who want to go deeper, The Convos Toolkit is an optional guided companion that helps you process, reflect, and apply insights from The Conversations We Never Had to your own life experience.

Inside The Convos Toolkit, you’ll find:

deep-dive prompts for each session to help you process what you’ve read
Self Belief Exploration exercises to uncover what these revelations stir within you
Guided journaling exercises designed to help you connect your own experiences to the themes in The Convos. And by journaling, I mean messy journaling (because this stuff is messy)

Some daughters of narcissistic mothers will read The Convos and simply witness it. Others will feel something stir inside them. If you’re the latter, The Convos Toolkit is for you.

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What if the mother who destroyed you in life is the only one who can help you heal in death?

What if the answers you never received are waiting to be heard?

And what if hearing them could finally bring you peace?

Fine print:

This content centers the daughter experience. While adult children of narcissistic parents may relate to parts of this journey, The Convos was created specifically for women who were mothered by narcissists. That distinction matters. The emotional terrain explored here is tailored to the silent suffering, confusion, and complex grief of daughters who were never truly mothered.
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